Am I doing it right? When everything has stopped I think to myself ‘what just happened?’ Where did the day go? How is anything ever supposed to get done? I have no answers other than action of putting one foot in front of the other.

How do other people do it? How in the world do parents do it -well?

Complete this form, do this, do that, take a ‘few minutes of your time’, nothing is being added to your plate, but…, we need this to be completed by Wednesday… of last week. Oh, we have this great opportunity to highlight… Why don’t you go ahead and put together a quick video and, and, and, and, and, and.

Am I doing it right? Am I doing this right?

It is a good thing this world does not rely on the abilities of earthly inhabitants to stay on top of things to get the job done. What job are we talking about anyway? What is the task? What is our task? No one wants to hear me complain. Either be part of the problem or be part of the solution. However I don’t do things like others might do them. I accomplish tasks differently than others would do for the same task.

If I think, then I rethink and when that happens I question. There was a ‘better’ way of doing this, possibly. There was a different solution to the problem, there was a different way I could have handled that situation. If I have no conclusive determination then

maybe I should just keep quiet.

I am wound tight and it is only 4:29am. I question whether or not if I am even doing this right.