Some days yes, and some days no.
I ask myself, why no today? What’s the deal? I got enough sleep last night, at least I think I did. Suppose I could do the math on that and figure it out, but I don’t even want to do that.
The outward appearance display calm and quiet waters, yet inside there’s a rushing wave of emotion and angst. Some days more than others. Yesterday the water current was strong and the push-pull undertow was a mighty driving force.
We ask ourselves at times if this is enough. Have I done my best? Have I exhausted all possibility? Did I achieve adequate results? And yet there is no right or wrong answer, there is no gradebook, there is no playbook. If one is looking for ‘answers’ then perhaps square one is the only appropriate solution.
Yet
In what seems like nothing more than my eye blink, the clock starts again. Some days yes, and some days no.
Petdad 