What is heavy to one person is not the same as what may be heavy to the next. ‘Heavy’ is relative. ‘Heavy’ is organic. ‘Heavy’ is not always heavy.
‘Heavy’ can be both figurative and literal. I never knew or imagined a figurative ‘heavy’ could be so paralyzing. To the mind, to the heart.
To the soul.
‘Heavy’ comes and goes. What may be heavy one day may not be heavy the next. Conversely, what is not heavy on any given day may bring a level of heaviness on any day, at any given time.
The heaviness is unimaginable. It is suffocating. It weighs me down, it pulls on me, it drags me around, and it is relentless.
I don’t like feeling heavy.
Petdad 